Aloneville, Emode City

How does it feel to have brothers and sisters?
How does it feel to be close with your cousins?
How does it feel to have friends you can run to and call on at anytime of the day?

I had a sister once... yeah.. once... for a brief period of time. I don't even remember much about being with her. She passed away even before I can actually remember in detail. The only memory I have of her was the time my mom and I came to visit her at our relative's house, she was beaming with open arms and excited to approach me, I was the same. That's all, one brief moment.

I've been very close with a first cousin of mine back in the days, that was before we hit our adolescence. Even if we only spent a month every single year because i had to live and study abroad with my parents, we'd always get along and catch up every time my family comes back for vacation. Until one time, we were in our early teens, we both became shy to approach each other. Never knew the reason why.

I had a best friend once, the kind of person I treated as the sister I never had. Almost like my better half. She would always sleep over at our house, even during weekdays especially when her mom's out of the country. When we're not together, we'd always call each other. We'd even dress alike most of the time. We did everything together. It's just sad that our friendship faded after some series of events that kind of involved boys, moms and other friends.

The friends I have now are not as intact as they were. We don't revolve around the same routine nor the same lifestyle as I did with my best friend before.

I'm in a relationship right now but we don't see each other that often as much like how we did before. Everything's been busy between us. I've always asked myself, IS THIS HOW LIFE REALLY IS? AM I BLIND TO SEE WHAT'S REALLY THERE IN FRONT OF ME OR THIS IS JUST THE SAD REALITY I HAVE TO ACCEPT?